My husband younger brother happens to be my Ex boyfriend during my undergraduate years in school. Before my wedding I wanted to tell my husband but my ex warned me never to let him know because my husband will cut off the wedding.
My mind couldn’t tell him that I’ve dated his younger brother because I love him so much and I don’t want to loose him.I was already 3 months pregnant and I don’t want to be just a baby mama.
So I keep quiet that after the wedding I will tell him everything. After our wedding. I found out that my ex has been living with my husband and he wil continue to live with us because my husband could not find a suitable apartment for him yet.
My husband love for me get stronger than before. After 3 months of my wedding, I had a miscarriage and my brother in-law was the one that stayed with me at the hospital because of my husband work.
I spent a week at the hospital, and all this bond my brother in law and I together as I had been avoiding him before then.
After two months, my brother in law lost his work due to Corona virus and the two of us are usually at home. He had won my trust and respect that I became so relax around him. I thought he had finally accepted me as sister in-law but I was wrong.
I was sleeping on a faithful afternoon and forgot to lock my room door, he entered my room, threatened me with knife and raped me. We are living alone in the compound, no neighbour, just us.
He raped me and travel that very day. I bleed for few days and I was told at the hospital that l just lost a 6weeks pregnancy. I did not tell my husband that I was raped by his brother because of his temper.
How would I tell him all these without telling him that I’ve dated his brother before. Am so scared of loosing my marriage and also feeling sad that I’ve been cheated on. l’ve been so sad for weeks now.
My husband thought it was because of the pregnancy that I lost only. I love my husband and he loves me dearly Brothers and sister please what do I do. I’m dying in Silence.